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[22 Nov 2004|06:00am]
[ mood | tired ]

I have had about the worst week about twice in a row. *growls* grr. lol.
hmm yeah.
leftover feelings for mike.
and im going to try not to keep liking him.
def, if nothing is going to come from that.
i asked him before if i was wasting my time to tell me now...he said that i wasnt.
but now i think i am.
we have the occasional talk on the phone, and we never see eachother out of school.
idk. but i know this saying is true.

life was so much easier when boys had cooties.

lol isnt it right?
hmm g2g
grr school
much love<3,

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[15 Nov 2004|09:51pm]
[ mood | blank ]


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[14 Nov 2004|08:19pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

note to ****,

Fucking rascist asshole. I found out why. Can you be so damn conceited???
the hell with you.
fuck you
fuck this.
fuck those feelings.
and damn you.

I had to get that out.

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[14 Nov 2004|01:25pm]
[ mood | boreddddd ]

So I am sitting here bored as hell someone IM me on AIM.

hXc CuPcAkee x X

THANKSSS!! (^_^)

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[13 Nov 2004|11:30am]
[ mood | burnt ]

I had so much fun last night.
getting stoned is always fun *dances*...
about a week ago me and a couple people were so stoned we had MAJOR munchies. We were'nt thinking at all and we took one of those big POTS that you cook turkeys in, yes a BIG pot, and we filled it with lucky charms and a half gallon of milk and ate it. We all HAD spoons but they were'nt working so lol...we used our hands. haha pot of lucky charms. HAHA that was a great night. but before that we were all outside and we thought we saw migits. and we were running torwards them singing final fantasy music saying we have to kill them off. lol that was great. but im not saying who I was with.
that was the best stoned night of the year. *smiles*
i had to say that. i wanted to post it last week but i kept forgetting.

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[12 Nov 2004|04:04pm]
[ mood | creative ]

In life there are no Cinderella
romances no picture perfect
ballroom dances, no Prince
Charming to carry me off into
the sunset no happily ever after
And better yet I'm no Beauty
and there isn't a Beast, no Mrs.
Potts or Chip to help prepare a
feast. There isn't a Snow White
or her handsome Prince, no magic
eye-opening kiss No Seven Dwarfs
whom dwell in the same house, no
determination to give Snow White
a spouse There is no Little Mermaid
of the sea, and no man of the land, no
fallin in love while laying on the
sand. No Ariel whose voice won
his love, no merging of the waters
below and the land above. No
perfect ending, no magic spell
despite what we would like
life isn't  a   f a i r y   t a l e.


great poem. and speaks the truth. right?

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[11 Nov 2004|03:43pm]
[ mood | sick ]

...this used to be a journal entry.
untill i deleted it...

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[11 Nov 2004|03:21pm]
[ mood | still oh so sick ]

this is a good song. lol RIGHT TREEEEEEEEEE?
hmm yeeeeeeeeeeeah.
well im spossed to hang out with justin tomorrow. I hope im not sick by then. I am going to take a whole bottle of cold/flu meds that should do it. LOL j/k. everyone is sick even matt is sick but thats cuz i got tree sick who got him sick lol. im good.
Sara is sick too. well im going to go back to lying down in pain.
<33x mee



"Hey Mike"

Hey Mike, if you’re listenin’
I’m callin’ home to tell you how it is
It’s real bad, it’s cold out here
It’s been a long and lonely year
(It’s been a long and lonely year)
It’s been so long

Don’t give up
Don’t give in
Don’t give up
Be my friend

Hey Mike, when the check arrives
I hope you’re gonna buy your girlfriend something nice
A fat ring, a slick new ride
Just let her know it should have been mine
(Just let her know it should have been mine)
Just let her know

Don’t give up
Don’t give in
Don’t give up
Be my friend
Don’t give up
Don’t give in

I’m ending up better for this in the end
You’ll get a letter addressed to a friend
A friend who’s like no friend that I’ve ever known
When this is over…
I’m ending up better for this in the end
You’ll get a letter addressed to a friend
A friend who’s like no friend that I’ve ever known
When this is over I wanted to know
His dark side shows, his dark side grows
Dark side grows

Don’t give up
Don’t give in
Don’t give up
Be my friend
Don’t give up
(Hey Mike, if you’re listening
Be my friend)
Don’t give in
(Hey Mike, if you’re listening
Be my friend)
Don’t give up
Don’t give in
(Hey Mike, will you please return my call?)
Don’t give up
Don’t give in
(Hey Mike, will you please become my friend?)
Don’t give in
Hey Mike, is your shinny car fast enough to catch a shooting star?
The one that we all wished on

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[10 Nov 2004|11:06am]
[ mood | verrrrry sick. ]

Holy sheeeeet. I can't stop sneezing. And I like disturb the world when i sneeze cuz it's like a mouse and very high pitched. lol its gay. I woke my mom up about 4 times last night. she thought i was screaming lol. so funny.
nobody is online today. yesterday there were like 2 people online. the only person that was online is jimmy. I was talking to him for like an hour. I havnt talked to him in months. yulp.
i miss talking to mike.
but i think im better off
so yeah.
well im off to go sit in the living room.

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[09 Nov 2004|09:50pm]
[ mood | very very sick ]

I am so sick.
I have a cold or something.
but i didnt go to school or even work today.

I came up with this idea. and its working.
I'm not talking to anyone who has betrayed or hurt my feelings in the past.
this came about by my realizing i have alot of asshole frens and other people in my life.
so im not going to hafta worry about that anymore

i heart mista kempaaayyyy

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[08 Nov 2004|09:26pm]
[ mood | cold ]

wow i havn't written in here in a long time.
my laptop went crazy one day while gina was over and it wouldnt let me type ANYTHING or even turn off my computer. It was stuck in diagnostic mode. which means something is wrong. And Jen and I have a project due tomorrow only my pprinter isn't working. I am going to die. majorly. *keels over* mhmm.
The dance is coming up.
*boogies till sun rise*
like none of my frens are going other than tree, sara, tara, "slutty whorebag", coll, gabb, beckah, i think flea, angel, bry, brian, ari, and a couple others.
not many though.
and wow...i hafta work on this prject...like now. its already 9:30...*dies*
...im dead.

i love yooooouuuu!

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[04 Nov 2004|02:23pm]
[ mood | not okay. ]

R.I.P daddy

yeah today is my dads one year thing.
i hafta call sabrina.
she wanted for me to call her like an hour ago.


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[31 Oct 2004|09:35pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]

Happy holloween everyone!!

Tonight I went trick (or) treating with everyone then went to a party thing with tara and well. it sucked major ass.
i realized i like someone more then i though i did. and yeah.
and woah.
tonight was funny.
but suckie at the same time.
i almost pegged my candy bag at 9398 million people. cuz they were being bitches. YES YOU WERE BEING BITCHES.
i went bowling for the first time in my whole life with tara. i was at her house scince friday lol. i like didnt wanna leave. even tho her moms psyco. she wasnt allowed outta her moms sight for like 3348 seconds...it was odd.
hmmm so yeah...
i also raked for the first time ever. then me nd tara got in a leaf fight. and it was fun. *laughs*
this song "american idiot" is annoying meeeee. its only on 24/7.
someone should call me...im that bored...yesss

well byebyezzz


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[28 Oct 2004|11:20pm]
[ mood | crushed ]


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theres no staring over again... [28 Oct 2004|03:59pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i miss him...so much

damn thisss

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[27 Oct 2004|10:04pm]
[ mood | dissapointed nd crushed. ]

ignore the fact
you broke my heart
and the fact you magled my tears,
im hiding it all,
so dont be ashamed,
but deep in the core,
deep down inside,
im basically screaming,
wanting to be heard,
but instead all i get is silence,
spoken with the most unspoken,
(i love you),
but thats okay,
it will soon be resolved,
as i take this knife
and i slit, slit, slit.
I have cried my last tears,
said my last words,
think of this,
as my last story told.

i wrote that.
no-one worry tho.

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[27 Oct 2004|08:21pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

well was dumped. Its not like I didn't know it. I mean. I knew it was gonna happen. and IT DID. still hurt just as bad. and yeah. ill shut up

so yeah.
Justin asked me to the semi...so im going to go with him.
which is cool cuz he rawks.

my moms so cool.
she understnads everything
i love herrrr.
and sabrina too. a.k.a. jesus
she is radical too.

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[26 Oct 2004|08:39pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

He doesn't know that ive been hurting,
He doesn't even see me crying,
How can he look into my eyes,
And not know inside im dying,
And now its come down to this,
And ive been lying,
Im not alright, and I never was,
You don't feel like prying,
It doesn't matter to me anymore,
Id rather not be left at the door,
A mat to come in upon,
The mat to be uncovered,
The mat whose pain,
Is left undiscovered,
Tired of being used,
Id rather be abused,
Id like to end us, but I cant,
Something inside me makes me frantic,
Holding your hand its so hard to see,
That you might as well forgotten of me,
Theres no future for my love,
No shelter for my hate,
And ill let go of you now,
Let us follow fate.

tara made that for me.
she is such a great freaking writer.

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[26 Oct 2004|07:38pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

I am in a sad mood.
eeer. Gavins an asshole *beats him up for han.*
she was like crying at her locker and i gave her a yellow sharpie nd told her when she gets sad to use it and smell it. lol.
im gonna make an entry after this too...but for FRIENDS ONLY. So if you not on my LJ frens list FORGET trying to read this NEXT entry!!



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i like you all that time, and now you really are mine. [24 Oct 2004|03:23pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

the glass heart that never had the perfect match
always being torn apart
shards collected by a follower silently
one day the glass heart lost all its peices
standing on the ledge he screamed and made his pledge
i have your heart he said
you dont have to go i dont want you dead
he plead and plead
he took all the peices he had
and gave them to her
and said
i had your heart
it was in peices but i saved them all

i asked justin to make me a poem. and yey he did. isnt it pretty?
thanks justin. its excellent. =(^_^)=

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